Sean “Diddy” Combs paid tribute to Kim Porter during a private memorial last night.

Over one hundred of Porter’s closest family and friends, including French Montana, Mary J. Blige, and Pharrell, gathered at Diddy’s Bel-Air mansion on Sunday (Nov. 18) to celebrate the 47-year-old actress-model, who died Thursday (Nov. 15). The entryway was filled with candles and black-and-white photos of Porter. Throughout the Welcome Home celebration, loved ones shared stories and fond memories while reflecting on her life.

Earlier in the day, Diddy returned to social media to pay tribute to the mother of his children with a heartfelt message. “For the last three days I’ve been trying to wake up out of this nightmare. But I haven’t,” he wrote. “I don’t know what I’m going to do without you baby. I miss you so much.”

He continued, “We were more than best friends, we were more than soulmates. WE WERE SOME OTHER SHIT!! And I miss you so much. Super Black Love.”

Quincy, Porter’s 27-year-old son with Al B. Sure!, also paid tribute to his mother. “I am broken…& the only thing that makes sense right now is that you were way too good for this silly world we live in,” he wrote on Instagram. “I love you so much MOMMY. Please give Mee-Maw the biggest hug and kiss for me.”

I am broken…& the only thing that makes sense right now is that you were way too good for this silly world we live in. I love you so much MOMMY. Please give Mee-Maw the biggest hug and kiss for me. ♥️💔♥️

1m Likes, 51.8k Comments – Quincy (@quincy) on Instagram: “I am broken…& the only thing that makes sense right now is that you were way too good for this…”

Porter was found dead in her Toluca Lake, Calif. home on Thursday. According to TMZ, the mother of four had recently suffered from the flu, and complained she wasn’t feeling well before going to bed Wednesday night. The cause of death will not be determined until toxicology results come in in the next several weeks.