While most were celebrating the new year, 50 Cent was feeling less optimistic about the future. The outspoken rapper took to Twitter once again to vent his frustrations.

Following the premature premiere of his new single “Girls Go Wild” featuring Jeremih, the G-Unit CEO expressed his disappointment with those around him. “I have lost all the faith in the team I’m on,” he tweeted. “I having nothing left to say I will not be promoting my music.”

Despite threats to his label Interscope Records, 50 still plans to release his fifth album. “I’m going to deliver this album. Then I have a film I wrote to focus on. I’m not upset, I’m just convinced this is not how I want to remembered.”

In a darker tweet, he explained why he started his Street King movement, which feeds millions of starving Africans. “I’ll be honest I don’t think I’m gonna live much longer,” revealed 50. “That’s why I started my street king movement. I want to mean more in other people’s lives.”

And his moment of reflection didn’t stop there. “To be conscious that life is short is not suicidal. I’m good if I die tonight. I’ve taken care of the people who took care of me when I couldn’t take care of myself.”