Kim Kardashian’s emotional divorce is playing out on camera.

The beauty mogul’s marriage struggles with Kanye West were captured on her E! reality series “Keeping Up With the Kardashians.” In the episode, which aired Thursday night, the Kardashian-Jenner family takes a trip to Lake Tahoe where Khloé Kardashian confronts her sister about the state of her relationship.

“How are you and Kanye doing?” Khloé asks Kim, who responds, “There’s no fighting, like now, it’s like all calm. So I just roll with it.”

But behind the scenes, the marriage appears to be unraveling. “Kim is dealing with so much right now and it’s tough because before we left, her and Kanye had this big fight,” Khloé says.

In a rare emotional moment, the mother of four breaks down in tears as she laments about not being able to relocate to Wyoming to be with her husband. “He should have a wife that supports his every move and travels with him and does everything and I can’t,” says Kim. “I feel like a fu**ing failure that it’s like a third fu**ing marriage. Yeah, I feel like a fu**ing loser.”

But Kim didn’t want to dwell on it. “But I can’t even think about that,” she says. “I want to be happy.”

In February, Kim filed for divorce from Kanye after nearly seven years of marriage. The estranged couple has agreed to joint custody of their four children—North, Saint, Chicago, and Psalm.